Fuck you ,
what do you think you're doing?


♥ Sunday, August 31, 2008
This morning woke up at nine plus,called luoling bud she didnt answers, awhile later she call back, at 10 plus, 12 meet at amk hub . cb luhs deys ! _l_ . i 11.30 go dwn wait , 12 then come, kena scolding siols . nbm . meet them at mintoons,after that slacked&smoked at outside th blocks, 1plus, trained tuhs j8 take tees, luoling bought alot luhs . i bought 1white&black superman nia . she buy like 1pink,1blue,2white,2black,2 spagetti strips,1batman tees? alot siols. went buy bread after that, trained back tuhs amk 2plus . slacked&shopped awhile .then i go hme liao .tired bodoh .

Chinhuat say wants buy fher mie one skinny jeans ehs ,
fher my incoming BD ,thks brother .<3>Tiongxims sistars never die , huat uhs ,
sistars, we nv gotten be separated again right ?



我忠心我爱的人 , 3:40 AM

♥ Friday, August 29, 2008
ytd ,290808,morning 545 corl dear wake up,dhen 630, dear come myehs hse dwnstair give mie cigg .then he go school, need tuhs take report book .slept awhile,fcuked xinyu corl mie up at 7plus .i kup his phone dhen continued sleeping,his second corl came, i kup again again, third time, had tuhs get time .reach sk 9plus, tupid xinyu !x) . went smoke first, dhen went in skps . wahs, i miss thish school siols. i miss primary school lyfe deys . secondary school lyfe suck core luhs deys .x) . bored luhs, at thish time only we two ex-skps . nbm . see concert fher while, went outside slacked&smoked .1030,skpsians releases les. nbm , i went tuhs xinyu hse with his sistar ,watch tv awhile, 12, kaiying pei mie go back skps, gud, more ex-skpsian at thrd les . they is like couldnt recognise mie lohs . alot asked mie, yous venessa uhs ? i say yeahs, they say, dunch looked like yous sia. yous rly changed alot . haha . even teachers also liddats .nbm , then suddenly i saw two guy, one wearing all white, another ish all black, oops ! is chinhuat&youxiang .they become cuter ?,
fcuked, they still asked mie, who i am siols .fcuked up, then xinyu came, saw eric , seems tuh return tuhs our primary school lyfe sia .haha . they went blks tuhs disiao siao sia . x)tear paper, steal ball all thish, they still as childish ever,2plus, school gng close lehs . went 236 slcked .smoked.3plus . i trained tus serangoon meet dear&ling , meet dear at238 first, reach thrd saw willie they all slacking at thrd siols.suai . slacked awhile lohs, dear nid go suntec find cousins . i slacked with sistars they all untill four plus . then sistars went grandma hse .weian pei mie awhile.6 plus went take train tuhs sk meet chinhuat they all again .they act cute lohs, went minitoons steal th doll doll . dhen went xinyu hse . 7plus , need another friend at cp , dhen bused tuhs rivervale street .got dragon dances training .bored ovr thrd . see them train . me&kaiying play wih th coach's son . he ish like fcuking th cute luhs
Lols. then another coach came and asked mie tuhs join siols . he say nid girls ... . etc . i say see first , dhen he tell mie follow every training , training tues&fri .8-10plus .he sajects i plae th drum . lols? then 10 plus, he drove us hme . i went chinhuat hse with youxiang . take youxinag bag . whad shit luhs. send youxiang hme . fcked up, i miss th last bus . sua nbm, i tonned at chinhuat th hse .then morning bused hme lohs . my father seems tuhs knoe that my cigg kena caughted ytd nia . he seemed tuhs be quite angry i can say . dunch knoe luhs . who care ? used tuh it can lers.




我忠心我爱的人 , 8:49 PM

♥ Thursday, August 28, 2008

❥28August,iloveyou.


我忠心我爱的人 , 2:57 AM

280808,aku cinta kau .

boy,thks yeahs, giving mie ur sweetest kiss ever ,hugging mie with ur warmest hugs .holding mie fimly.Thanks alot , aku cinta kau . will yous promises tuhs stay with mie, nurt leaving mie all alone again ? will be thish lyfe , lorves mie only ?sometimes i wonders,if someday i gone fher good,who would give yous th lorves i wanted tuhs give ? &th care i wanted tuhs give ?hope that thrd are more bright&funs days fher us . i dunch want quarrelings wohs .x) .i wants stay happy tgr with us, &thks fher bringing mie back hme todae ehs . boys, i never ever wants tuhs leave yous ehs . x)


todae meet him at busstop at 640 ehs,bused tuhs serangoon thrd, change bus . saw adrian,sandy they all at bus lohs . reach blk thrd 720plus lers . smoked one cigg jiu zhao school lers. raining whole day ehs, i slept th whole afternoon i can say . wake up during sciences, last period . lols head macho pain luhs deys . guess sleep too much lers .active time ?after school, meet him at my school outside . he tell mie, he pon last period lohs. Lols . dhen i slacked with him&meisian they all at 121,240plus, bused tuhs serangoon central, ate mac, saw adrian they all . went 238 thrd
slacked after that,saw adrain they all again . dhen 5plus, going busstop, saw adrain they all again . x) lols . then sandy say, walao ehs, whye everytime see yous ? , then Bf sent mie hme . he gotten go jiatoh , if nurt can pei mie longer . x( . nbm .haha , that all fher todae luhs . x) .
guess shall post again l8r .see yeahs .
Boy,
aku cinta kau.
28August'08


我忠心我爱的人 , 2:40 AM

♥ Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Ahkai,
always is yous that makes mie crys ,
always is yous that maked mie feel lyk nobody's probs,
yous said i dunch understand how yous feels,
then do yous knoe whad i feels ?
do yous knoe whad i really wanrts ?
in ur hartx, whad excatly do yous treats mie as?
urs lorves replacements ?
a toy that yous lyk,yous take,
after playing, throw it aside ?
Then yous'll buy a new toy ?
when i need yous, wre were yous?
after changing so much fher yous,
yous tell mie that yous dunch want change,
ehs,whad th fuck are yous talking siiols ?
if i didnt changes, would i still be with yous,
would i still bother tuhs find ways tuhs contact yous?
would i brother tuhs keep on msg-ing yous rubbishs ?
when i knoe that ur phone kena confiscated?
Ehs, let mie tell yous, i'm nurt ur fuck/lorves replacements kays ?
i'm a human, i hav myehs own rigts as well,
nurt everything ish up tuhs yous tuhs decides can ?
&do yous hav th rights tuhs control ovr mie ?
If yous think you have th rights,
let mie tell yous four words, FUCK OFF&DIE . !
i dunch need anyone tuhs control mie,
i knoe whad tuhs do luhs deys .
if yous are being controlled by sumone , yous like it ?
dunch like right ? so shut th fuck off luhs,
Everytime i cried dhen yous say sorrwie tuhs mie,
yous think whad ? one word sorrwie duasai hars ?
thish word so ealy say !
By saying sorrwie is nv tuhs repeat th same mistakes again ; bud yous?
i rly had enough of yous lers.
Stop it will yous?
is thish whad yous really wants ?
Fine, i grant ur wishes .
stop contacting mie, i tell yous.
i nurt ur fcuk replacement understand ?

xiiaovennes,


我忠心我爱的人 , 6:59 AM

Aku cinta kau .

Todae 270808 ,

Fuck off luhs bitch, i woke up at 7.20 todae siiols . reach skool lyk 830 liddats,late fher skool .didnt gert tuhs meet sistars they all. sorrwie ehs .maths periods tyme, gotted test paper back, wth siiol . i gort only 1/20 . i dunch even knoe whad th paper toking deys . slept behind sisi's file again . tired siiol . dunch knoe whye ehs , slept untill next period,PE . didnt had PE todae, alot ppl didnt bring PE attire . heng arhs ! no sweat ! dhen ish english, slept awhile . boredx . x) . Finally,after waiting fher sho long, recess . many of myehs classmates packet food go back class maka .food here&that . x) Mothertougue, slept again . coolings luhs deys , rainin leis . x) Nice tuhs slept bodoh . sinces just slcaked at class with weiling&son . he fucking cute luhs deys , dhen he tell me, 'murmie, sat i book you liao' . haha . he want go out with mie watch movie . haha . lookinh forwrd tuhs it son.:)Lols . dhen at class, marcus&justin gaved mie whad salbona th cigg, smell like sour plum . Right after school,put bags at mrben's office . raining so heavily siiols . see that twins ! borrwed one forom then , went tuhs th nearest blk . smoked&chatted . went back school, buy food , we like hungry ghost liddats x). keep eating nonstop deys . after slacking at mrben's office, i went ling's hse . kairu went hme sleep . x( . myeh little zhu ? . slacked awhile . six jiu went hme . qijing called mie go mac at seven plus , choing thrd leis . dhen eat dinner . x) . they fcuking idots . keep making mie laught, alot ppl see leis . so xiasuai . RAWRS ! went 242 playground thrd play, smoked&swinged .laughts . qijing&ben th mouths talk nonstop leis . -_-.
still young lahs . haha . nine plus, sent them back hme . now 10pm lers . haha . hopes thrd are more funs& unforgettable days in th future yeahs . x) . imissyous luhsx,

我忠心我爱的人 , 6:32 AM

♥ Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Fark yous !
i'm gng crazy siiols .todae , 260808 ,had sho much funs leis ,as th same , meet sistars at blk 126 , slacked& smoked yeahs .slept during english lessons,miss lee didnt notice siiols .i borrowed sisi's file cover myself ,.miss lee dumb dumb ! haha~history time, fark . gotten listen her tok rubbish.
then copy work somemore ,i need copy extra siiols .i didnt attend school th last history lesson .
went recess, didnt ate much . went straight to D&T blk tuhs hav d&t lohs , fcuking bored sia ! played with weilong , going crazy liao , teachers cant stands us tuhhhs !Lols. after d&t ish maths ,
i guess missthiam ish bery angry siiols , waited fher us th whole period untill bell rang, still didnt even started lessons .last two periods le, sciences, mrchew . he going crazy abt our class le. totally noisy ? even tests, we were still very noisys, litters, papers here&thrd . drinks can,packet food?during tests, we still walk around th class, copying answers deys . then i asked mrchew fher pass tuhs go toilet , asked luoling pei mie, we slacked untill bell rangs lohs , then that mrchew shouting loudly at mie ! casue i went toilets, a long long time lers .haha . meet up with sistars, smoked dhen headed straight tuhs hougang point first, bought some food, kairu went hme, mie&luoling went ectend hair . yay! re-extended again . haha . bud ish light brown ? lols . meet up at ave8 thrd , bused to serangoon . kairu went meeting willie , mie went tuhs luoling hse . slacked &used com . went blog shoppings, i order a barney tee , cute luhs deys ! ling order straighten .lols . 5 gng 6 , she &kairu need go ahma hse first, dhen kairu friend pei mie .smokeddd .,after they come dwn , went 317 slackeddd .fcuking tiring bud fun bodohhhs ! played catching , cat fights etc .lols ?with qichiu,adrain&more luhs ~ sweating here&thrd . phew !~ went hm at 8 . each hme 10 minutes l8r .on com&bathed stright .haha . fun siiols todaes .

sistars,
aku cinta kau .
thanks !~
sistars PBT, huat uhs .
never gottrn b separated again .



我忠心我爱的人 , 6:01 AM

♥ Sunday, August 24, 2008
aku cinta kau

我忠心我爱的人 , 7:45 AM

♥ Saturday, August 23, 2008
woke up at 12pm todae ,
straight go use com, rainnie whole day siiols .
dame coolings siiols .
two plus , qijing called mie go lan .
i four plus dhen reach thrd,
rainnie so big luhs deys .
saw bryan, benjamin, kelvin& more .
qijing&bryan ish like totally baeygum ?
didn't even talk or look at each others ,
brothers fher sho many year alrdy ,
whye suddenly became like thish siiols .
worst it mahs? just because of attitude problems ?
lanned till 8plus, mie,qijing&ben bused tuhs serangoon .
went tuhs eat dinner, eat mac .
RAWRS ! treated ben chicken buger ?
boughted alot food lohs ,cant eat finishs .
qijing ate most bodohhhs ?
then went to 242 buy cigg .
send qijing&bem hme , then i went hme yeahs .
fucking COLD luhs deys !
bathed straight .
computer th timming hav problems ?
now ish 1045 .
i am attached tuhs tiffany fiancee todae,
240808 , 09.28 pm .
tiffany , aku cinta kau .
that all fher todae yeahs .
gotten go sleep lers .
need meet kairu at 640 leis .
early?


我忠心我爱的人 , 1:27 AM

♥ Friday, August 22, 2008
GIVE MIE A KISS.
22/08/08.
tonned at xavier korkor house ,
with malvin,alfed,daryl& nelson .
We couldn't sleep dhen keep playings cards&smoke ,
untill cigg also no more lehs .
Abt two plus dhen we sleep.
Twelve plus, nelso came with foods yeahs .
Haha , thanks ! hungry bodohhhs!
Then they all keep disiaoing i pig ?
Then woke up eleven going twelve todays ,
smokedddddd !
Then elton came , no cigg with himmm ! RAWRS .
Talk&chatted untill two plus as raining, couldnt do anything .
Went tuhs alfed house eat noodles, haha . :]
three go bus stop take bus ,he go central meet xavier they all go hoolland,
then i go home , fucking tired .427pm lerhs .
guess after using computer awhile, sleep again . imao .
tireddddd !

shall post again l8r bahhhhhhs .!
korkor,
thanks fher everything yous did fher mie .
thks fher th care&concerns yous showed mie .
yous th best brother yeahs .
aku cinta kau .

我忠心我爱的人 , 1:27 AM

i just felt everything fcuked up in myehs lyfe .
everything seemeds tuhs b againsts mie .
missming told mie, end of th yr.
either i transfer or she set miie .
sadded . really dunch knoe whad tuhs do .
sometimes feel like ending my lyfe .
smoking doesn't help alrdy .
i dunch even knoe whad fher i live in this world for .
troubles&casings keep coming in&out .
really very sick&tired .
how i wished i can go back tuhs th pasts,
living an innocents lifes,
being a trouble-free kid/
how i wished times can ve reviseddddd.?

我忠心我爱的人 , 1:16 AM

didn't attend school todae ,
very tired& sickly .
have a feelings, something bad gotten happened .
sleep untill 12plus.
waken up by alfed!
hmm . dunch knoe tonight can ton anurt leis .
kor they all asked mie tuhs ton leis .
scared cant leis . now alrdy four plus .
if cant, really sorrwie leiiisssss ./
i told my father, i sick.
i dunch knoe weather he will let me ton anurt ,
hmmmmmm .


baby!
aku conta kau .
sinces 160808/
yous gaved mie th warmest hug&kisses.
th sweetests words every nights.
baby, thankyous.
thankyous for being a wonderful BF,
i belonged tuhs yous.
your name ish alrdy tatooed in mie yeahs .
no one ish gotten tuhs replaces yous in myeh hartx.
baby, iloveyous.

我忠心我爱的人 , 1:09 AM

baby!
aku cinta kau .
i miss yous ton&tons .
thankyous fher alway being a wonderful boyfriend .
being alway thrd tuhs support me,
cheering mie up whnever i'm sad ,
thks fher all your patients &cares .
i knoe sometimes i'm unresonable and alway started th qurrel .
bud yous are th one alway ended up saying sorrwie tuhs miie .
thanksyous for loveing mie sho much .
i promises i'll cherish th times we are tgr.
i promises yous will be th only boy i loves ,
i promises i will last with yous,
boy, really a BIGBIG thankyou .
yous alway gave mie th warmmest hugs,
th wamest hand tuhs let mie hold .
a wonderful shouder for mie tuhs lie .
trust me, i never gotten let yous go again ,
i letted yous go onces, bud i promises i wont dohs thats agains
because, i relieased,
yous are someone i cant live without yeahs .
AKU CINTA KAU!

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我忠心我爱的人 , 12:50 AM

yesterday 21/08/08. wake up at th same time yeahs .
dress up,tie hair after that, i used com .
i use untill overtime siiols . 6.30
then reach block126 at 7.10 liddats ,
couldn't stay lonq, only smoked one ciqq .
7.23 started walkinq tuhs school,
dhen as usuallyyyyyy,
lessons are nurt lessons,
seemed tuhs be recess&free tymes fher us .
i slept untill recess,
after recess, meet up with sistars .
went canteen buy some foods, went back tuhs block .
slacked at 1a classrm ,time passes fast,
recess over lers. dhen at class, bored .
nurtinq tuhs do . dhen i went out of th classrm ,
i see that jocelyn fuckinq nurt happy,
wanted jio her one on one .
she at class steph one duan, who knoes?
dhen kns luhs . i jio her, she went tellinq missminq .
make me&some ppl qotten stay back becauses of her .
sorrwieeee guys , make untill yous all qotten stay back untill three plus ?
i stayed worst, someone that jocelyn called her mother tuhs come .
dhen missming told jocelyn tuhs can report us tuhs polices,
she really did that siiols .
her mother didn't even knoe .
bud she also report sistars they all leis .
they innocents deys .kns .
dhen realease mie at 4plus ,
went tuhs david serangoon fond sistars ,
heard thish news ,they like fcuking dulan,
i quickly went back school, bus mrben&missminq went off lers.
sad, saw jinhenq,kenethe&fengqi at baskentball court .
dhen i told jinhenq kup money buy ciqq with mie .
he kup all siiols. thanks jinheng .
went plus nearly seven ,
on computer, called mrben,
he told me that thish case wont gert sistars they all into any trouble,
they didn't do anything .
he told me tuhs worry abt myself first .
i four cases at one time .
going in very high he said .
i told him i dunch care i go anurt ,
sistars they all cannurt hav any records .
sistars , i'm sorrwie . bud dunch worry,
i wont qert yous into any trouble yeahs '/


我忠心我爱的人 , 12:33 AM

♥ Wednesday, August 20, 2008
babyyyyy !
aku cinta kau .
19Aug'08
sistars&mie very pengceng lohs .
usually we meet up in th morning at th same place ,
off tuhs school, saw missming, she said 123, come here,
dhen i knew whad going happen lerhs ,
i quickly hide th cigg at myehs stomach thrd behind myehs uniform,
missming told us tuhs empty our bags ,as well as pockets .
we did that . bud very unlucky . kairu hide th cigg inside th PE tshirt,
missming took th shirt and unfolded it, she kena lers.
bud she smart ehs, mssming told us tuhs empty our pockets .
her hp inside th pocket she didn't take out .
missming also dunch knoe .
i worst, mssming found my lighters,
dhen she asked mie tuhs lit up my uniform,
myehd cigg dhen kena ,
worster, my hp also kena .
luoling is th hp&mp3 kena .
bud luoling very cute leis .she say missming, i used tuhs love yous alot,
bud since yous confiscated myeh hp&mp3, i dunch love yous anymore liao .
haiyo, i second time le leis .
2 more times, i going in lers, missming said 2 more times going in,
i dunch quite belives lohs , smoking only .
dhen missming tells us tuhs bring all our books come dwn .
we did it, alot siiols .
she said by friday gotten clear all . wth .
fcuking alot leis deys .i bring hm some .
after school, as usually lohs .
went 242 buy ciggg. slack at 242/238 .
went hme 8plus .
nurting tuhs post le byebye .!
Baby!
aku cinta kau,
aku rindu kau,
promises yous wont leave me again ?
promises
i'll be th girl yous only loves ?


我忠心我爱的人 , 9:52 AM

as usually. wake up at 530, dress up,use com awhile .
6.20 went dwn tuhs th bus stop,bus-ed with gillian, dhen board 315 with luoling after we alight,
as usually, gillian went off tuhs school,
me,kairu,luloling,cherrie,yuanxin meet at 126,
smoked ciggs,slack, chitchatted .
@ 723, started walking tuhs school,
lessons for my class can be called fun bud for th teachers? idk O.o
1c seems tuhs chase alot teaches out of our classrm since dae1 .
i forgot that todae hav pe, i didn't bring th tshirt,
quickly rushed tuhs mrben for help when pe tymes,
flewwww! if nurt i kena detentions again .
instead of pe. myben given me consellings?
ish bored alright ? for half an hrs leis.
during project work lessom, last period 1c is fcuking th noisy,
keep going out of classrm and disture other class,
teacher scold, they heacked care .O.o including me luhs .
missming saw, bud we didn't realised.
she saw alot ppl form our class going out and in th class firm dwnstairs,
dhen when she ish coming tuhs our class,r
slient come& all students rushed in .
in th end, we still tio caughted,
need stay outside missming offices for hrs,
i stayed in school untill four plus todae,
mrben told me tuhs do self studies,
bud tuus bad, i no books leis . paisehs uhs .
dhen i keep looking at mrben's stuffs .
four plus, missming still meeting!
dhen i go lers, meeting end at 530 leis.
bused tuhs kairu hse, take cigg ,went hm after that ,
went home le, i like pig liddats, lie on th bad, sleep le.
sleep untill 10 siiols. dhen wake up, baths . use computer untill now.
guess shall post again tml bahs . tired siiols.

我忠心我爱的人 , 9:18 AM

♥ Wednesday, August 6, 2008
today woke up fcuking early at 53o siiol .
promised kairu tus pei her in th morning ,
dhen go bus stop at 645 . bus-ed to mamathiam thrd .
abt 615 reachs, sit at th chair thrd w8 fher kairu .
smoke two stick dhen she come siiol .
dhen we smoke another one stick ,
wiilie come with another 3 friends .
went tus sit dwns , dhen chatted abit .
i suddenly recognice one of wiilie's friends.
he's shengyong ,Lols i called his name ,
& he looked at me , bud he asked me who i am .
sad siiol . it's been two years since we never meet lers.
no wonders he'll forget about me .
dhen went tus sent wiilie tus th bus stop .
bus come&wiilie &another friend boarded th bus .
left two friends haha . we pei them w8 fher th bus .
after sending them, me&kairu went tus blk126 ,
tus look fher luoling, chatted awhile,
725 lers, dhen they went school,
i go home sleep,i slept untill 1plus.
meet luoling at her house two plus,
dhen i tell luoling pei me go buy cigg,
cause i dunch have lers .
bought-ed vicetoy methol light.
went tu blk238 slack and smoke .
saw boonbing they all bahhs .
bud didn't say any hi. sad .
currently posting blog at luoling's house .

我忠心我爱的人 , 12:47 AM


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