Yesterday woke up @ 4plus ,
actually say want go clubbing with shirley th, then only we two going . Very sian ,
then never go liao . D:,
6plus went 315 meet joel boyf eat dinner aft tht i go for training lerhs .
Then nobody tell me ytd no training, then i bring shoes go down , Fuck eveytime i never bring shoes to training, i tio gan . Then bring, tell me no training .
Went celebrates jeremy's bday @ his house .
Before tht , cycled here&there . Fun bodoh ! ,
Jeremy's baby sister fucking cute lahs . :D
12plus, decided to ton . Me,kirby&chinhwat cycled to chinhwat's house take something .
At first chinhwat ride me then kirby, keep standing, foot fucking cramp . D:
Abt 2 plus, went hougang area copped one bicycle, i cycle back to sengkang .
Reach jeremy's house , fetach baby&kaiying . Bring kaiying go home first ,
then we four go cycle around again . Fuck them lahs !
They go cop another bicycle . Laughts !
Fucking fucking th fucking tired lahs . Asshole lahs !
4 going 5, went baby's house sleep . :D
9plus woke up & trained back home .
Guess bath liao then go meet kirby they all bahs .
Laughts ! Danieltan still remember me lohs ? , Haha ! Mayb l8r meeting him ?

FUCK LAHS !
I'M BORED, i 2 days didnt go out lerhs leis !
Rottingggggggggggggggggggggg !,
Actually today want go clubbing th, then th ticket seller say sell finish lerhs . D:
Hais, dunch know l8r still meeting shirley anot .
or maybe going training .
It had been many days since i didnt went for training lerhs .
Now 5pm lers, 2hr more training starts lerhs .

HAPPY BELATED BDAY TO XIAOHUI !,

Ytd afternoon meet up with shirley @ Tm, she was long ehs ?
Waited for her 2hrs plus .
Aft tht went choose present & bought cigg, bused to Xiaohui's house
It had been a long long time since i see her , Meici & Laykawn liao . :D
Jokes around, cigg , aft tht went 201 eat lunch & buy beers .
Went to th pet's shop see, th hamster was fucking cute lahs siols ,
Meici is buying Xiaohui hamster for bday present .
Meici went buy contact lens , violet th . Quite nice lahs , same brand with Shirley .
Spent alot time in tht shop , bought bubble tea .
Then 6 going 7, cabbed to Pasir ris Park celebrate xiaohui's bday .
Dont worry, we going to celebrate ur bday on sat again, will have bday cake th . :D
Sat on rocks, listen music, beers . It was fun manz, & we took picts .
11.30 liddats, i cabbed home . :D
Onces th pict are sent to me,
i will upload :D .

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To tht HONGSTER ! ,

I was quite sad & angry last night alright?
Hais, tht bastard msg me & asked me for break .
He want break , break lahs .
I dont entertains hongster okays .
You think want you very duan uhs ? I pui !,
People used to tell me alot of ur past storys,
but i choose not to belive, why ?
Cause i trust you, i trust you will turn over .
But in th end? Wht you did to me ?
You broke th promises we made together,
Rly, i should knew, promises are meant to be broken .
I regretted it, i really really regretteddd .

You'r such a dissapointedddd .

Ytd sleep at shirley's house untill 5pm, laughts .
Bath&bused to my house , i changed take money & bused to bedok inter .
Bought cigg & slacked .
Went mac find her friend, she was working ehs (:,
Cigg here & there, fucking boreddd lahs , need wait untill 11pm, her friend release from work .
Walk here&there, nothing much happened lahs .
11plus, i bused home, shirley they all go slack

Just now woke up @ 1plus,
4plus bused to bedok to find shirley, she was long ehs ?
Aft she come, went buy contact lens , i bought sky blue , it was bright manz .
Aft buying, went mac find Jazreel, she was working .
7pm, she went home, she say she dont want work liao,
the manager guailan with her, Lols .
Went up her watch, she changed then watch tv awhile,
went down slack, saw her brother all these .
Slacked then went back her house slack . :D
10plus, bused home with shirley :D .

Tml meeting shirley again :D

I love th funs we had today alriqht ?
& i want more in th future, no quarrellinqs . :D

Meet up with babyjianing,baobei @ compasspoint :D,
Make payment for th bloqshop's item & trained to plaza sinq .
Went bunk&arcade slacked, saw a few of my friends, laughts . Went ps inside shop, cop a few thinq lahs .
Slacked @ ps till 5,6plus, Fuckinq bored kays ? Trained back to hougang slacked.
Walk around mall inside then @ eiqht percent there,
Guess who i saw ? :D It's SHIRLEY alright ?
It had been a lonq lonq time since i saw her & i fuckinq bodoh miss her lahs .
At first i dunno is her, is babyjianing tell me th . :D
Hang around hougang mall area, copped 2 foundation lers, :D
Bused to tampiness ton with shirley then babyjianing went home ,
boreddddd ! D:,
Drink vodka, slack, chitchat . Aft tht went buy heniken drink .
I didnt drink, shirley drink all . Feel like vomitinq siols . D:, Don't know why also .
Aft tht, went find jeffrey slack . I vomited out siols D:, feel more better liao .
Slack, slack, slack . Slept awhile @ th blk432 playqround , Tired leis !
3plus, went shirley's house ton :DDDD . Haha !
Th end liao, byebye :D

Hey, i had really alot of funs today okays ?
& i want more funs like today :D . No fighting lahs ,okays ?
I miss BABYjianing & Shirley alot alot can ?
Remember, you'r alway love by meeeeeeeeeee !

Stupid ahxuan ! Tell him wake me up @ 10.30, also never !
11plus i wake up on my own hor ! :D
L8r meeting jianing baobeix, i miss her lahs !

Love in your eyes
Sitting silent by my side
Going on Holding hand
Walking through the nights

Hold me up Hold me tight
Lift me up to touch the sky
Teaching me to love with heart
Helping me open my mind

I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
Till the end of the time

Believe me I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
The heaven in the sky

Woken up by melvin's call @ 12 plus ,bath& used computer .
Online, asked joel to meet up :D .
Meet up, 1.15 @ blk 315 , i no time liao so cabbed there , bought next chill & marbollo red for melvin . Cigg& slackeddddd :D
Walk here&there till 3plus, i bused to sengkang find melvin .
Went his house watch tv till 6plus , actually said francis come drove us to gelyang meet ppl ths,
end up he put areoplane, asked us go ourselves, very far then we never go in th end .
6plus,melvin go meet his friends, then i bused home .
I'm boreddddd D:,
th life without phone suck core lahs ! I want my phone .
Bet alot alot msgs ths . Wth~

New gans , Happypill :D
MeiTing, 24/10/08 , 8.13pm .

Hey guys,
contact me @ blogger,msn or friendster bahs ,
handphone currently spoiled & can't be charged .
Onces repaired, will contact you guys, Thanks :D.

Tiongxims sister never die ! Huat uhs ! :D,
Pbt alrights ?
we'll never ever be seperated again lers .

Holidays are here, ENJOY ! :D,
Gans are my loveeees ! Meet up soon alrights ?
VENESSA LOVE YOU .

Just bake some cookie,
just now dear, ahtong they all come find me,
i passed him th cookies&a teddybear then went up liao ,
ahtong say he very happy :D .
Boy i love you alright ?

Finally last day of school ,
& can enjoy 2months of funs liao :D .
Fucking happy ehs .
Got report book today, appeared 6u-s & i can still promote.
Must rly thanks misstham for helping me to get promoted .
10plus released , went home . :D Sleep !

Guess shall post again later bahs . :D

HAPPY ONE MONTH,
TAY SHI HWA & LIM JIE SHENG,
last long alright ?

Smoke in th morning,
then go school , it was early manz ! I still need wait another hour .
Marcus come, went outside school cigg with him .
Misstham finally came, board th bus & went east coast .
It was fucking fucking HOT , i sweat & sweat non-stop can ?
Roller blade & cycle here & there . D:, Hot, tired & thirst !
Arrghs, 12 plus . Bused to bedok inter with leejiayan then i bused home .
L8r see got time then go find dear they all bahs . I want sleep first ! :D

Hey, good news.
Ytd was promotion day & i kena promotedddd ! :D,
Freaking happy kays ?
Cause i only passed 2sub, & i can get promoted .
But sad, i think got 3 guy retainedd . D:
I really really dont belive it !
Kairu get promoted too ehs ! :D ,
Haha, tiongxims sister Huat uhs !

Dear,
HAPPY ONE MONTH ! :D,
I promise to alway alway love you alright ?
I choosen this path with you&
i never regretted it& i wont be regretting .
Thanks alot alot dear,
i know how bad i treat you, but you keep giving in to me .
Without your patients&love,
i really dunno we could last this long . :D
Everytime we quarrelled,
you could alway th first to say sorry to me ,
th one who hugged me& cry .
Dear, really thanks .
I promise to alway cherish you . :D,
i wont let you go i promises .
Snatch YOU away ? I'll let her die !.

Just this one more day , i love you hubby ! :D .
21Sep'08 , i will never forget this day .
Our story begins here& i'll nvr regret loving you .

Today woke up 11plus .
Mummy asked me go buy things&food ,
i saw sihwee, sweetiepie& her stead downstair ! I miss her bodoh ~
:D, chatted& cigg awhile .
They went off & i went buy my stuffs .
Back home eat& decided bake some cookies .
Quite nice ehs for starters, but my mummy said too sweets ! Dots . D:
2,3 plus . Uncle drove me back home .
Ahcao came up my house after tht . Used coms & watch tv .
There was a movie called ' zu ai de ren ' .
Damn touching can ? I cried during th ending ! D:.
After watching, went down with erzi eat dinner , fucking full !
Went meet with ahkeong, wait for ahtong korkor come . They chushi .
He came liao, then ahkeong drove off . I went back home :D .

I'm Boredddddddddddddd !

Ytd tonned at my mon's house .
Hmmm, ytd aft school, ahcao came look for us @ hougang point .
Went sister house bake cookies ! :D .
Haha ! We tried it alot alot times, aft alot of failures,
we finally make it O,o .
At first i wanted to bake it for missming then i thought,
today is friday, by th time i give it to missming,
i don't think it will taste very nice ehs D:,
Sadded , nbm i'll bake it other times alright ? <3 .
6plus, me&erzi went ave8 . He went cut hair, cute ehs !
Then i go extend hair .
Bused to tpy, on th bus, we opened songs,
there was 2 copycatedddd , we open wht songs, they sing wht song .
Fucker siols !Argghs , forget it, spoils my mood only .
Then erzi say very itchy, went my house bath & i changedd .
After tht, went tpy walk around :D .
Home sweet home . :D

Dear,
just this 5more days to our very first month you know ?
It's really very seldom i can last this long ehs .
It shows tht how much i loved you,
how much i cared for you . :D .
I want to be th most happiest girl in th world on 21Oct'08 alright ?
I want you to be th most happiest guy toooo~
No matter wht, we'll never be seperated kays ?
Last with me boy,
You th guy who maken me laught&smile again just like th past ,
th guy who cry with me , laught with me .
I promise i'll alway love you to th end,
never gotten be unfaithful to you .
I really want to say a bigbig thankyou to you dear,
thanks for every single thing you did for me .
Without your patients, i wont last till now .
Without your true lovings&care, i really donno wht will i be now .
Everytime we quarrelled, you are alway th one who start saying sorry first ,
i really really want say a BIGBIG thankyou to you ,
I never gotten choose others but only you , i promises :D .
You th one who started th path for us .(:
& i love you .

I want you to last with me, will you ?

Woke up @ 9plus by sister's call .
Sorry eh dear, didnt come look for you, guess i too tired liao . D:
Then i overslept . Sorry ! I tml then go look for you alright ?
I miss you :D,
meet up with sister @ ling's house, collected my things & bused to my house .
Slack&cigg, put my things & bused to redhill find willie&his friend .
He was like damn damn fucking long alright ? Waited for him 45min D:,
then bused to willie's house, wait fot willie change cloth .
Bused to redhill th hawker center eat ,
After tht, slacked awhile&bused to my house .
Half way, kairu asked me alight @ Luckyplaza there .
She want go toilet , Laughts ! Hehe.
Bused back to my house, slack&then 5plus she went home :D .
Sister, i want more outings with you alrights ?
Tiongxims sister nvr die .

Took some photo,
& will be uploaded onces kairu sent me . :D,
Dear, sorry this morning didnt come look for youuuuus .
Tml i will come look for you alright ? I miss you :D .

Meet up with sisters in th morning .
Went in school late , kena detention. Wth~
Art exam, it suck can ? Th exam was 2hr30min . I do 30min then i fall asleep liao :D,
Untill 10,30 . Releasedddd :D,
But need wait fucking long lohs , sisters untill 11plus .
Go 1b help awhile , they decorating party for mrchew . Cute siols them ?
Then went hougangmall , i go bluz buy stud for melvin&aaron,
then went waston buy th dye hair thing .
Then we go b1, i buy th heart lollipop give dear .
Bused to ling's house , dye . I dye liao like no differents like tht . Kairu dye th hair colour, i like it !
Damn damn nice lahhhhhs !
After tht smoke here&there, fool aroundddd .
Willie korkor&wenhao came .
4 going 5, leave ling's house . Pei kairu wait for bus then me,willie&wenhao bused to basletier,
they go saiguan . I change bus go liansheng find deardear they all :D,
Boredddddddddddddddddddddd D:. !
Then 7plus, shihwa came . Chat abit, i want watch tv, they fucking noisy lohhhs .
After tht went down eat . Shihwa go home, eat liao. korkor,dear&erzi pei me walk home .
Hehe, thanks !:D,

Oh yeahs, fuck !
I bring $67 today& left only $5 thanks .
I still wondering wht i bought ? Untill no money liao !, Z!
Tml morning guess go find dear they all awhile then go ling's house :D .

Dear they all come find me just now,
i dao-ed him all th way, didn't even looked at him D: ,
I feel is i hate hate fucking hate him lahs ! CB~
Then korkor keep gan me lohs, like all my fault liddats .
Nbm, we had big quarrels just now . He FUCKER!
I really very tired to quarrel with you liao D:,
you think i quarrel with you, don't need energy izzit ?
You think i quarrel with you, i don't feel sad mehs ?
Quarrelled untill breakup, korkor says he fucking sad, he don't fuck think i won't mehs ?
Find sister talk, she asked me give him one more chances& she msg-ed him .
Fine, i listen to my sister, i give him one more chance .
But if he dare repeat th same mistake, friends also don't be i tell you DOG! .

I used to love you alot alot ,
but why must you treat me liddats ?
Do you really treat me as ur stead ?
Since you want liddats? Fine!

But still, i can't hide my feelings tht i love you
& i damn damn fucking miss you . It's bored th life w.o alright ?

I nvr gotten change my loves for you :D .

Meet up in th morning as usually with sisters .
After exam, cigg then bused to serangoon , went eat roti prata :D,
Went shop&save want buy wine&potatochips . Fucking pubor, can buy th lohs , say wht lj, can buy mehs ? Huanlow !
Don't think you work there th duasai hor ? Puai ! CB~
Nbm, went 238 buy tigerbeer , slack,drink at 317 untill siao siao . Mei, ling &kairu sehseh liddats, keep laughting&laughting .
Damn paisehs okay ? So many ppl looking . Wth~
Ling then go take vidieos of me&kairu siaosiao . We sparking too ehs :D .
3plus, willie&wenhao come find us slack at 242 ,
cigg&chatteddddd :D, went up link house after tht to collect somethings .
At th life there, we sparkedddd :D , Stupid wenhao go kick me, fucking pain lahs deys !
Slack slack, bused home :D .

L8r dear they all come my house here find me,
wonder what will happened ?
Will i continued not to talk to him or give him one more chances ?
Hais, i really don't know .

We drifted didnt we ?
I feel tired everyday .
Really, i dont want quarrel with you anymore alright ?
Do you know wht th meaning of saying sorry ?
It means to knowledges th mistakes you done& not to repeat it again .
But you, why are you keep repeating ?
Do you know how hurt i would be , korkor had to keep on cheering me up .
Don't you feel guilty at all ?
How i wish i this life never had knew you before ,
So i won't be so sad now .

I REALLY REALLY HATE YOU,
YOU UNDERSTANDS ?
Why just you can't try to understands me ?
I had never knew i loved you so much .
& i scared i going to regrets it .
Please, just another one week is our one month liao .
Stop tht childish's act will you ?

Slacked in th moring as usually :D,
cigg untill half, raymend came i chuatio bodoh untill one word also cannot come out .Shit!
I then faster throw th cigg on th floor, tht was more than half stick deys . Wth~
All kena send to school, write down all th lj details&sentences ,
back to class for exams .
Cb, fucking tireddddd D: .
I do finish th exam paper liao, then tht bitch teacher keep waking me up , Cb . Second paper was maths, bloody cold bodohs , raining heavily .
Damn damn COLD lahs .
After school, waited for sisters , ahcao cabbed down come find us . Bused to luoling's house slack&cigg . Ahyong then came too~
3plus, willie&friends came . Laughts, we make untill ling's house damn damn fucking th messy .
Hehehe! Paisehs uhs . :D
5, me&ahcao,ahyong bused to my house there . I went up change then go down , slacked .
Then shihwa came, chatted awhile . Ahcao go find chintat they all, ahyong go home .
Me&shihwa walk to wampo find ahtong they all .
It was far can ? Tireddddd :D ,
Didnt talk with dear th whole day, i hated him . Bcause he friday dao-ed me, i wont give in to him again th . Don't worry .
Slack untill 9plus, dear,ahtong pei me walk home .
Bleahs bleahs bleahs, bleahs bleahs bleahs . Ahtong keep nag nag nag , irratating bodoh !
When dear come hug me, i zitao push his hand away .
I Just Fucking Hate Him!

My laughters&smiles began to slowly lost its' ways
All i know now is i hate you& that all
Everything to me seems black,
there is nothing ,
My life started to become lonely again without you .

I fucking bored ,
didn't went out th whole day ehs .
See, i'm a good girl but i rotting .
Good thing there is something called computer .

Dear,
i miss miss you .
9 mre days you know ?
really dont think you still remember bahs .
nbm, i love you .

Dear,
we seems to be drifting didnt we ? Everythings seems to be aparting us,
we didn't chat as happy as we used ,th smile became lesser.
Th voices of yours, i beguns to heard it lesser&lesser .
Wonder if you will be feeling th same ?
These days, you go ur own ways i go my own ways, contact only a few msgs.
I do miss you, you know ?
Maybe you see on outside don't even fuck care you, but you know wht am i thinking ?
I don't like people to dao me th most liao, but you keep dao-ing me.
Don't you relised, among all those quarrellings we had, it because of you dao-ed me.
When i didnt reply or msg or whatever, you keep using th same line,' do you know how i feel?'
Let me tell you, bcause of something you did, i then dont reply you you, i dont dao ppl in msg if ppl dont do anything wrong alright ?
When i need you, wre you ? Only my sisters are there just for me,
You go marry all those tua&lion's head lahs . Fucker !
W.o you, i wont die . Asshole .
Just another 9days, its our one month liao, why you can't just let me have my peace .
I;m really very tired , how i wishes you wasnt existed&i had nvr meet you .

These few days didnt post o,o .
Friday celebrates junyuan erzi brithday with kairu&luoling .
Both cakes,acholhor&chips . HMMM,
fucking fun when we smaches th cake @ each other face .
Luoling at first seems to be th cleanest, in th end. th most most jiatlan .
After playing, went up to ling's house for a wash up .Then found out tht kairu phone is missing, went down search, can't find . Wth~
Nbm, kairu like sotsot like that .Keep laughting&laughting non-stop .
I cabbed to my house with kairu&erzi cause ppl want fix th tv,& let kairu rest awhile bahs .
After tht, we went coffce shop eat first, then went kallang river fool around . Haha!
It was fun siols, cigg here&there .
Then send kairu home at5plus, she go home then she come out again
After slacking with erzi awhile,shihwa came finding us .
Slack&cigg,8plus kairu came . Went ntuc buy wine,chip. then go buy some fried food eat .
Damn nice lahs .Kairu sehseh again ehs . Hehehehe! Erzi also lahhhs .
Then shihwa first go home liao .
Kairu th uncle come fetch her, then i pe erzi w8 for th bus .

Ytd went chushi lahs .simple, nothing much rly happened :D

一个人在这个夜里
孤单得难以入睡
真的想找个人来陪
不愿意一个人喝醉
醉了以后就会流泪
数着你给的伤悲
为什么你总让我憔悴
别说我的眼泪你无所谓
看我流泪你头也不回
哭过了泪干了心变成灰
我想要的美你还不想给
伤了的我的心怎去面对
爱给了你我不后悔
只希望你给我一次机会
让我去追让我去飞
毕竟爱过的心需要安慰
需要你安慰

Meet up with sisters in th morning .
Bused to 126 with cherrie dajie .
Slack half, siangwei came ,
chitchat then went school ,
history exam today, alot question i anyhow do, Hehe!
V tired lohs, sleep then fucking teachers keep waking me up, bloodyhell!
9plus leave school, i went 315 buy cigg then back home .

[time][2.40]

Last night,4plus went to francis's workplace ,meet up with francis, melvin&guanteh .
Zheng-ed lorry&then up on francis's lorry, for rides .
Saw many diff saiguan ehs ,haha .
Then 6plus went kaki bukit meet up with th rest,
jeremy,derrick,alan&baby .Some qingde's wre there too to help .
7.30 liddats then liansheng came, fucking long lahs !
Laughts, they asked me to lead th dragon's pearl .Nbm, i helpedddd :]
Hand fucking tired sia! Hold&spin it for very long, reach tua , think shihwa was surprised seeing mie holding to pearl bahs . Haha!
Then after finsh all th pray&bows, rested&went eat . Hehe!
Then went marine perade th beach there was give jiu wang ye things .
Then finish all liao , tht was 11plus . Reach home 12 .

Meet up with sisters@ 6.40 in interchange,
bused to 126, slack&cigg awhile .
Went school, report to missming then up to class for exams,
freaking tired lohs .
Slept during exam , then when exam finish, forced to clean th table . Wth~
After tht, mother came fetch mie then went to hq .Sign th paper,
Heng i kena nothing ehs , x) .They only give warnings .

Meet up with sister at busstp@ 705 .
Cigg&bused to 126, cigg again . Went in school&reported to missming ,went back class give th late slip& back to missming's office .
Slack&copyed notes , see we both so guai ehs ! Copy textbook leis .
Then copycopy untill we fall asleep, past th recess time .
Wokeup, went eat with ealton, back to missming office slack&chat .
All th way untill 150 lahs , nothing much happened .
Cigg&bused back to serangoon, i go help francis buy choing yen& bused home .
L8r still need chushi, guess i sleep awhile back, freaking tireddddd ! Byes .

[Time][8.20pm]

Meet up with sister at 7eleven today@ 7.15 .
Went eat breakfast, damn full can ? Ciggs&bused to 126, cigg again then went inside school. Filled th book but didnt went office get th late slips . Lols.
Slacked@ toliet then went find jianxing they all slack while,slack here&there . Then mt lesson, lols, i get totally zero for oral&compo .Teacher asked me write to add up to it, i still didnt do it, haha .
Kairu also get zero . Hehehe!
Went 1a&1b slack slack, dont have assembly then at class sleep cause misstham period .
Recessm, went find kairu @missming office . Missming called for me too~
Chat with her, damn fucking long !
Then go eat awhile, i go back class take bag cause missming dont let us go back bcause of our hairs colour .
After school, willie&simon come find us . Slack while, cabbed to ave3 buy cigg then bused to yishun pei kairu look aft baby , laught .
Quite fun la, th baby damn dam dam th cute mahs .
Then go fetch jiaowee, he&simon cabbed to redhill take things bahs . Then they go back, Z! Simon called us&told us tht his ho kena robbed by bangala .Cb hor ?
Then slack while, i bused to basletier find deardear&th rest .
Dear go buy me th what vagina slim th cigg, i dont like it sia . Not nice lahs !
Then went gng back ls, oops ! Saw francis, hehehe! At first i thoughted i going mati liao, heng i got excuse, i didnt went up ls&i just go find shihwa nia~
Then he didnt ask for more further informations .
Lorryed to sk then thing then back to th same place . Awhile l8r, francis zai mie home .
Dear hehehe! Paisehs uhs , didnt tell you then i go liao .
Dont worry, tml i got chu lahs . Kay ? wo ai ni .

Deardear uhs deardear !
i love you kays ?
It been 14days already& i nvr regreted loving you& i'll nvr will ,
i'll keep loving you&you'll keep staying strong inside me .
No matter how firece we quarrelled,
dear, you alway manages to pull back our loves .
Your heart is alrdy tattoo-ed in my heart& will nvr be able
to take it out .
Even just for a few seconds, i just want to take a look at you .
How i wishes sometimes, time will stop&i would hug you th
tightest i can , nvr gotten let you go .
Sometimes thinking of you, tears will roll down ,wonder will
you be th same ?
I want you to alway be kissing mie with ur sweetest lip ,
hugging mie in ur wamest warms can ?
Hey boy, i rly dont want any quarrels between us again okay ?
i dont want to see you ending up crying again .
dear, i promises to laught with you, cry with you even die with you .
If i would use my last breath to exchanges for something ,
i would use it to exchanges for ur lifetimes happiness the to see you
happy alway , when you sad, i would be mre sad you know ?
No matter whats, i will nvr leave you.
Boy, last with mie will you ?

我爱你
我只希望你好好的爱我.

[Time][11,22pm]

I fucking bored la can ?
Rotting already! Damn damn sian lahs !
Play computer also sian liao, nobody can ton also ! Wthh~
Dear dun knoe go what tua, dun wan reply my msg .
Then korkor dun wan answer my calls .
Stpid alex, told me to call you, but i call you a few times, all dun have answer .
Dear ! Reply my msg lahs ~ I fcuking bored leis ., Nabei .

Today woken up by my brother , he use th com untill th sound fucking loud lohs .
1plus woke up, bathed& went serangoon find kairu ahjie slack awhile,
we then went back her ahma house . Then decided to go bugis walk&do piercings .
Bused there&ciggs &a uncle was fucking friendly .Chatted with us .Then we went second floor do piercing .
I repierce my nose whole th 3rd time&jie pierce 3 earholes .
Went around second floor walk walk, then went downstair , saw extensions&it was damn nice lahs .
We go extend .One side red&one side brown .
Nice lahs can ?~
Bused back to serangoon find weian slack .Ciggs,slack slack slack .
Then go finf mervin&david slack slack again .
7plus , bused home .

Ytd wake up damn earyl at 8plus, doesnt seems like mie to wake up so early ehs ,
9plus, leave house went find my mother . Went eat breakfast tgr at tpy .
Mummy gave mie redpacket for my bday ehs . Thanks mum, i love you . I'll be a good good girl ths .Dont worry alright ?
Then mummy went work liao .I walked around tpy till 12plus, shihwa came . We walked again , damn fucking bored lahs . Hehe! We wore th same shirt ehs , Sisters PBT! .
Erzi came find us, went buy cigg&cake . Ate lunch, wait for chintat give th liansheng's key .
Trained down to bukit gomba find our siao ehs . Haha! We planned give dear a surprise, he dont knoe i go find him ehs .
I bluff him say my sister want celebrates with mie &he was busy . I dont want distur him .Lols .
We th dua ths, he chuatio siols . Hehe!
Dear, bcause of you . I any jios also dont want go . I just want find you .I miss you siols ,
they were busy then mie,shihwa,ahcao went dwnstair void deck slack. They listen to music,
guess whad i did ? I fall asleep siol .
Then they woke mie up, cause th zaizai want find us . Went up, Fuck! Th zaizai kisiao le , keep tricking us&put dunch knoe whad lj red power on us . Heng i didnt kena, but shihwa kena .
Cause i keep hiding behide her .
Dear thanks, he helped mie by asking zaizai draw his face , use water watch liao still have leis . Like birthmark . Laughts !
Then went down celebrates my bday . Dear , i love you lahs !
8plus, cause shihwa need go her tua, we went took bus with erzi . They stayed thrd , reach tpy almost nine liao . I then bused home lohs .


Today as usually meet up with sisters .
They gaved mie present , fucking cute lahs . A keychain with my name&a hair pin .
Thanks alright ? Tiongxims sister PBT!
Reach school as normal lohs .
Uhs! Th period bfore recess, mrben called me out of classrm &told me go couselling room .
Meet sister at there .Recess went eat first . Then continued being at there .
Told mrben dont want study liao, he let us stay there .
Slack, chatted alot alot untill last two periods went back class .
After school, sister&me went buy stude . She want repierce her lips cause wrong side . Laught ?
Hais, sister dulan willie again . Cause he said he will go find her then in th end ?, Tell her need chishi , cant go meet her . Wthh~ Angry for sure .
Dear&ahtong,shihwa cabbed down came find us .Thanks ! Cigg awhile, went take bus to serergoon, go 315 buy cigg, saw mark&clarences .
Buy, slacked while, sister quarrelled with his father . Cb lahs ! Th father asked her dont go hme better .Dont go school better . Cb right ?
Then sister right go hme, changed&leave house with her stuff go kalay's house .
Hais, sister . Must takecares alright ? I dont want you to have any prob . If can, go home early asap . Although ur father mouth hard, but you think, which parent will dont worry abt their child ? Especially ur mother . You outside only lei, you a girl .
Sister, Must rly take good good care yeas.
After slacking, cabbed to tpy polycleanic, i go whad fucking conselling .
They waited for mie, th nurse gave us watch vidieo abt smoking th . Dots ?
Nbm, after conselling, walked to shihwa's house .
Then back to my house, i go take my hoodi .
Went sarfa , eat&slacked . Planned to go pooling, then think not enough time , then just chatted .
Then went park ,slacked . Dear thanks alot alot alot of ur cares&concern .
I knoe tht sometimes i'm unresonable but you alway gave in to mie, thankyou dear!
Wish tht can last very very long .
Then8,10 walked to bsstp, i bused hme .

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