Fuck you ,
what do you think you're doing?


♥ Thursday, February 26, 2009
Guys , i'm going for a long mia pretty soon ,
I'm gonna change for better .
For him , for my parents , sisters even friends .
I don't want to be like my past , do lj things , end up with lj probation :x .
I want to ton like before , having great time outside .
Hai , time faster over can ? . I miss tonning lah .

Don't contact me till i am back alright ?
Won't be answering any calls or replying any messages .
Mia-ing for weeks ? , months ? Even years i guess ?
Don't ever forget me hor ! Cause i won't forget you guys th .
Still will be blogging often bah ?

我忠心我爱的人 , 3:37 PM

You , ANG RUI WEI .
You today dua-ed me the second time hor ! :x
You don't think i am a very forgiving person .
First time you dua-ed me , you said you will come Bk , in the end ? Z!
Today is the second time , said meet 8am at Bk , what the hell you doing ? SLEEPING ?
The whole night didn't sleep cause scared i cannot wake up . I'm tired alright ? Z!
Still don't want sleep cause i am meeting you . Shag lah ! :x
I tell you ! You better better think of something make me happy .



我忠心我爱的人 , 3:27 PM

♥ Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Fuck that stupid friendster ! .

Everytime sot sot one , Z!
Last time can't view friend's profile , lost all friends ?
Now is can view , but not many .
FUCK FUCK ! . Lol
Thinking should i change to facebook ?
Alot people starting to use liao :x , Even my dad ?
He don't use to use com , then his friend asked him sign up for facebook .
He started snatching computer from me ! Roarrrrrrrs , :x


Meet up with levin @ 8plus , went her house downstair's coffce shop eat . Full :x ,
Ahtong came after that .
Walked to wampoa & headed to ahtong's house . Omg , leg pain !
Fuck far , and we walked here and that . :x
Up to his house & watch some kind of ghost movie ?
Didn't see much as i felt asleeppppppppp .
Maybe is i really used to nightlife & tonning lerh .
Just i at night can't get to sleep , but morning feel super duper sleepyyyyy !
Fuck that stupid probation lahhhh .
Noon time , went eat at the nearest coffce shop , off to block20 to buy contrast ciggs .
Headed to boonkeng next , passed by bendemeer sec & saw justine didi :D
Walked with him to Bk , and he went off to matthew's house first .
We went bendemeer mall & bought things , up his house .
Slack slack slack . Boring :x , ANG RUI WEI ! , you today dua-ed me .
You said you will come bk , in the end ? Three quarter body also don't have . Wth !
Think of something to let me forgive you hor . ( :
Slacked till 7plus , i walked home . Nights !

我忠心我爱的人 , 4:51 AM

♥ Monday, February 23, 2009


I just want to be like the past , the old me .


I miss those happy mermories ,
I miss my school but not studies ,
I miss sec one life ,
I miss class 1c ,
I miss how me & friends scolded the teacher ,
I miss 1c making noises ,
I miss smoking outside the school with sisters and friends ,
I miss going bugis for shopping ,
I miss slacking at void deck for a very long time ,
I miss walking from place to place ,
I miss how we sisters teases each other ,
I miss tonning with lots of friends ,
I miss those nightlifes ,
I miss my winnie the pooh ,
I miss my contact lens ,
I miss those days that i ran away from home ..

Just i miss alot things . Hai .

Mostly , i miss him ! . D:
Miss the past mermories we had ,
Miss how he held my hands ,
Miss how we held my waist ,
Miss those jokes he used to tell me ,
Miss the smiles he had ,
Miss the laughters we had ,
Miss the way he used to look at me ,
Miss how he kiss my cheeks ,
Miss how he kiss my lips ,
Miss those nights that we chatted on phone ,
Miss those name you used to call me ,
Miss taking pictures with you ,
Miss going out with you ,
Miss the way you hugged me ,
Miss how you love to tease me ,

I miss everything about you , everything , just everything .

Edited ,
I miss how i took picts in the past ,
I miss my fringe in the past ,
I miss how i used to stare at the mirror all day ,
I miss primary school ...

我忠心我爱的人 , 8:50 AM

Time pass , humans do change .

Didn't had a wink for 2 days , i just can't get to sleep ?
Meet lavin & ahtong at my house downstair , grabbed pearl milk tea and headed to boonkeng for slacking .
Jio-ed mattew & co . toooooo ! :D Miss them ohhhh .
It has been a long time since i came boonkeng .
Well , times passed and everyone changed . All own their own ways liao . :x
Sisters that i had , contact lesser and lesser already . Hai ...
mattew & ruiwei had new angkongs ! . Niceeeeeee siol , jealous !
Cause their is bigger than mine ! , I'll upload it when i get a chance to take photo .
Slacked at mattew house to kill time , ._.
6plus , walked back to kb . Ate prate and headed home .
Hom-ed and went Ntuc buy hair dye . I want my hair to turn gold ! :DDDD

我忠心我爱的人 , 4:09 AM

♥ Friday, February 20, 2009
What is really sisters ?

Hey , what are really friend ?
I looked you as my sister yet you backstabber me , all shoot me is i only do ?
Because of you wanted your records to be clean , shoot me only izzit ?
Said i do , you never .
Cause i treat you as my sister . I dare not tell the police that you did it tooooo .
I keep saying don't know .
In the end , i get arrested while you can get to go home .
I was locked more than 12 hours , even though i not scared locked up .
But you like that shoot me , don't you feel guilty at all ?
I'm sure you will get this thing called ' rebutrition ' one , don't you worry . :D

Shootkia , you go suck core lah hor , :x .
I won't let you like that run off th , i make sure .

我忠心我爱的人 , 5:14 AM

♥ Monday, February 16, 2009
Will we really last till the end ?
Will we last like others do ?
Will you cherish me , love me , care for me ?

I boredddddddd-s ! Rotting at home lah dude .
Thanks mon , for not giving me any key ,
which means i locked at home ohhhh . D:

Hmmm , shall i go find my dearest laopo later ? Well ?

我忠心我爱的人 , 12:59 AM

♥ Saturday, February 14, 2009


Happy valentines day to my (L) . (:
Those with stead , must last long uh !
Those who is single now , hope you will find your love one soon alright ?

I miss my ex-boyfriend manz .
Wondering he celebrating with who siol ? Fuck Fuck Miss Him .
Maybe is time i shall forget about him ? , let past be past bah ?
Venessa ! SMILE HOR .



Spent the day at vivo with my dearest snow sister . :D
I fucking miss her i know , It has been so long since i saw her .
Window shopping to pass time ? Bored ,
Went eat while waiting for her friend to arrival , eat & decided to spent the rest of the time at the arcade .
As time passed , i getting tired & tired .
7plus , i trained home with snow sister , as she is meeting other friend .

Laopo , where the hell you been ? Can't contact you siol . ):
You say you want me to be your valentines the , cannot bluff hor ! . :D

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Tonned at bugis esc for once again .
With landl , LAOPO& more . Even my dearest dajing was there lah .
Back to the pash oh ? , Haha .
Slacked at mac , esc was fucking bored , somemore i never play com leh ,
So 6plus i bused home .
Actually got langsai today neh , i tired untill cannot make it .
Whatever , they already used not having me around le , so why care ?
Just want to spend the rest of my days , weeks happily .
Kinda feel like going back school study , i miss 1c , 2c .
I miss the joys we had during sec1 ,
The ways we play jokes on teachers & classmates .
The times where we work together as a class , fighting for first .
No matter how bad we are , we still try our best on everything .
Even how noisy we are , we just wanna celebrate childhood eh , (:

Just i miss alot things ...

我忠心我爱的人 , 4:17 AM

♥ Monday, February 9, 2009
Time just heals everything right ?
Past is past , there is no way i can rewind it ,
If really there's a chance , i'm sure i hold him tight & never let go .
Seeing other couple together just make me envy & heart pain .
Why can't i last every love that i wanted ?
I know i used to be a hongster , but i changed over some reason .
But when i really cherish this person that i had ,
he will alway leave me in the end like nothing happened before .
He lied to me alot of things but i still pretend that nothing happened .
I cried for him , just he don't seems to care at all , don't seems to know it .
Even his friends cared alot more than him , care & concern about me .
Break , say ? No need make me excuses that you kena caught ,
I not dumb after all , if really you kena caught , you'll go in lock up & phone will be switch off .
I know you still love you ex girlfriend alot .
You said you no longer love her , but you think i ahdai or what ?
No eyes to see ? . Can't feel anything ? . Even outsiders can see lah .
You even kept every single message she sent you & all her photo in her phone .
Isn't this obvious enough that you really love who already right ?
Then from th starting , you shouldn't say you love me & you make me belives that you really love me .
You know cause of you , i broke up with a stead that truly love me , care for me ?
You know when i broke with him , how many people scolded me ?
Now my sister stead with him , i see already ? My heart aches like there's no tml ?
Cause i really thought you would last with me , love me , care for me till th end .
All fairytales story again , there is no happy ending after all ?

Maybe someone is right ? . All guys cannot trusts .

Forget it , perphers i already used to it , tears started less & less to flow .
Maybe this is really so what called " retribution " ?

我忠心我爱的人 , 12:23 AM

♥ Monday, February 2, 2009









Do sister really last ?
Sisters , we are drifting every minute , every second don't you think so ?
Remember the past where we will be alway together ?
Facing every thing together no matter what happened .
Slacked together with serangoon brothers ? ,
Tonning & singing songs together ? , Even thought we quarrels .
But we became closer & closer each time we quarrels .
But why ? After one super heavy storm , we drifted .
Like we don't know each other , you and she , she and me .
From strangers to friends , from friends to sisters . Now ? Back to square 1 .
If time really can be rewinded , just if time can really be rewinded .
I want the four if us to be like the same , having so much fun . :D

我忠心我爱的人 , 7:02 PM


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