Seeing other couple together just make me envy & heart pain .
Why can't i last every love that i wanted ?
I know i used to be a hongster , but i changed over some reason .
But when i really cherish this person that i had ,
he will alway leave me in the end like nothing happened before .
He lied to me alot of things but i still pretend that nothing happened .
I cried for him , just he don't seems to care at all , don't seems to know it .
Even his friends cared alot more than him , care & concern about me .
Break , say ? No need make me excuses that you kena caught ,

I not dumb after all , if really you kena caught , you'll go in lock up & phone will be switch off .
I know you still love you ex girlfriend alot .
You said you no longer love her , but you think i ahdai or what ?
No eyes to see ? . Can't feel anything ? . Even outsiders can see lah .
You even kept every single message she sent you & all her photo in her phone .
Isn't this obvious enough that you really love who already right ?
Then from th starting , you shouldn't say you love me & you make me belives that you really love me .
You know cause of you , i broke up with a stead that truly love me , care for me ?
You know when i broke with him , how many people scolded me ?
Now my sister stead with him , i see already ? My heart aches like there's no tml ?
Cause i really thought you would last with me , love me , care for me till th end .

All fairytales story again , there is no happy ending after all ?

Maybe someone is right ? . All guys cannot trusts .

Forget it , perphers i already used to it , tears started less & less to flow .
Maybe this is really so what called " retribution " ?

我忠心我爱的人 , 12:23 AM